Saturday, December 31, 2005
happy birthday me
haish.. didnt feel like going out anymore today... so.. haish... going tml la. sry gav, kev, keith and others.. later in the afternoon alrights?
thanks xinwen. haha.. 1st eh.
cheryl.no. 2? hahaha
swee. no.3 hahha
haha..sis and mom just wished me. 4th and 5th haha...
haha liyana. no6! haha just called at 12.14 ahaha..
terressa? was that you? haha.. no 7! haha. (: ure an ass la..
haha jia!! thanks.. HAHA... 8th. lol... sorry was sleeping.
haha keith.. thanks.. its ok.. sch re open den meet la. haha.
thanks marcus haha.300000 kb huh hahha
haha.. kian chew.. un expectedd! haha.. thanks mel. haha..
all not in order alr. haha.. cant rmb the number alr la. haha
thanks ya'll haha
im going to sleep. gonna update the list hahhaha... we'll see (:
Posted at 12:15 AM
Wednesday, December 28, 2005
wah seh
haha... today was damn tired la.. woke up at 8 den 9 den 10 haha.. so in the end late again. haha.. met kevin when i was going to sch.. again. haha.. what the hell.. anyway.. built the gateway and bridge. until abt 5 plus.. quite good la. haha.. den had to carry it into the car park.. wah laoo ehh. haish.. my baCK DAMN pain haha.. oh well.. went to bathe in the swimming pool toilet. haha.. den went to meet keith den went to clippers to cut hair.. haha.. after that had went to meet daniel and his friend in j8.. den looked for some vnite stuff... as usual.. nv buy anything. haha.. den reached home..
wah i miss her man haish.. how long more?
3 days to my bdae.
2 days to vnite
2 days to 06 recruitment drive.
5 days to sch re opening
4 days to the new year!
2 years for my faith
2 years for the answer
2 years for the love.
everyday my love for you.
i love you lots now.
Posted at 10:28 PM
Monday, December 26, 2005
if you noe what i mean ):
sweet child o' mine.
make me happy:
2 words for you liyana.
THANK YOU. russel peters was fun. haha...
the day after christmas for me.
well im going to have nothing to do for the whole day until dinner time.. abt 4 plus haha. well.. going for dinner with my aunt.. got new shoes new clothes and um had a darn great dinner last night haha.. the lamb and chicken was good.. the rest was half half.. hehe... RARR animal eh?
haha..
well thats all den.. haha.. learning sweet child of mine frm guns N roses. haha.. one day i will finish it! haha (:
Posted at 11:22 AM
Sunday, December 25, 2005
merry christmas!
haha.. merry christmas!!!! hahaha... sms channel was flooded like mad LA! hahaha... thanks liyana for that call.. haha.. thanks every one for the msges back heh..
merrychristmas!!jingle bells jingle bells jingle jingle jingle! hahaha...
ahhh ok got this frm swee.. just gonna rip and retype haha den edit haha.. ok 5 quirks abt me.. why cannot say 5 things.. ok haha
1.im big, haha.. muscuuular laaa haha
2.like my guitar..
3.likes ballads, rock, punk rock, guitar based songs? haha
4.yr mother.
5.err... i need to lose some kgs.. hahaha..
5 ppl to do this?if they do see this haha..
1.keith
2.jean(:
3.abi! heh
4.xinwen
5.geraldine. haha sorry again. heh
haha thats all.. hahaha... okie im going to stop editing this alr.. haha.. byebye!!
Posted at 3:06 PM
what the hell
merry christmas? oh yeh right...
you didnt call didnt say anything. you just shoved me away.
sticksandstonescantbreakmybones, butwordscanbreakmyheart.
words that make me weak and sad. oh yeah i forgot. you dont care.you dont seem like you do. all this to you is somthing u dont know how to react to huh.well fine with me if you dont care. but i do. im not some animal that you can toy around with..i so hate myself for feeling this way against you. but i really love you.. some one save me. so much for love. i guess its all bullshit.all i wanted was for you to be happy. but does that mean that i have to suffer? i love you but all i get is this in return?is the fair?chance? what chance?chance is hell maybe. i just fucking screwed up.should i have loved you in the first place. i cant just be yr friend. if thats the way i rather us not know each other. sweet child o' mine ):Posted at 9:54 AM
Friday, December 23, 2005
smuchkins.
ahaha.. was thinking of words starting with S this afternoon... haha.. thought of one.. sounds so gross yet funny. haha.. smuchkins.. hahah...
ANYWAY.. went to town with my mom.. toook a bus. started to feel bad in my stomach so yeah.. had to arrange some business.. haha.. was at great eastern den went over to oub.. waited for abt an hour or so. den i left to town. to meet jun er and keith. they were eating at maestro bistro or sth liddat.. so effing ex.. haha... (im going to use the word effing now.. no more F**king hehe)
den daniel appeared. haha.. keith said glenn saw me. haha.. i didnt see him.. lol oops? haha.. after that went to heeren . bought old chang kee. haha.. arrhh... the day was boring la.. just went to arcade to see juner play den went for dinner den went home..
2 days without word frm you.. not even a hi.. whats wrong.. ahhh... the temptation to die is high..
talking to shu en now.. thanks alot lil sissy ): we'll see what happens later..
Posted at 7:11 PM
what the shit
hahahaha... what the shit means wts.. hahaha... ok anyway.. was watching alias.. that show damn cool la. so exciting de haha... its like. 3 am. haha.. dammit suppose to be sleeping hha.. tml got nth on. i mean later got nth on haha... you noe what! hahaha... i haven buy my books yet.. lol.. what the shit la haha.. die die.. haha... so bored now.. nth to do. haha.. marcus going offlineand althea haha.. gonna sleep.. what the hell!! why am i still awake!! haha... dammit..haha.. jean!
Jia.. haha hes gonna come back soon la.. why u so sad.. haha... eh im finding the bag for u ok. haha.. skater.. haha.. u bung ah.. heh.. lucky she doesnt really read my blog hehehe!! haha..
jer in msia.. hes gonna find shades for me! haha..
ytd was damn scarry la.... mr tan wil beng.. my sub camp chief.. haha.. tagged this blog!! omgosh omgosh la. haha.. wah lao ehhhhh.... so scarry.. hahha.. if he does come again.. haha.. i'll be prepared. haha.. thanks sir for the wishes. hehe...
8 more days to my burrffdaaeeyyy... wahahha... hint hint.. *wants you for christmas. maybe next christmas. or the christmas after that... 2 years of christmas.. heh.. you get the drift.. haha..
xinwen!! who added you! make u so happy hahaha... EEyyeRRR dun share the good thing la..
haha..
chenya! haha.. view my friendster nv leave testi.. good la.. hahahaha.. oh well. its ok. i dun mind.. haha
MERRY CHRISTMASS EVERYONE! HAHAHA...
SEASONS OF GIVING/GREETING/SHARING/
LOVING!! hahahahjingle jingle jingle jingle BELLS!Posted at 3:20 AM
Wednesday, December 21, 2005
plc 05 jacket
hahaha... gavin and i just came up with the design.. i think its kinda cool.. haha.. budget? at least 40 bucks.. aha.. at most.. i dunno.. haha.. well its black and white.. haha.. kinda cool. haha..so boring... no ones online. okok im going to play my guit.. oh damn stomach ache.. hahaha... bb!
loving u more day by day.
Posted at 4:52 PM
Tuesday, December 20, 2005
argh bastards.
haha.. today was stupid.. was in school. played soccer with the usual.. bastards la... oh well.. i dun care.. it was good.. im getting beter.. hahha.. oh well.. went to play battlefield vietnam with kc kevin and gavin.. matt left for home.. after that. ate at novena square.. haha... damn full la... we were laughing at some spasm guy.. damn funny la.. lol.. den went to look for jackets to make for our plc 2005.. haha... kevin say only want for design.. dumb.. haha..
JEAN! ure sick and u didnt tell me.. what the hell man.. argh.. are u ok... seee doc alr? oh gosh.. i cant stand it.. haha..raahhs.. no more avoiding man. arrghhss...
ive got an angel on my back. ! (:
loving you day by day.Posted at 10:50 PM
i'll talk to u on friday.
heyy... ytd was boring... didnt do much.. went to sch for jonkhong's meeting. until 12.. met kevin at 12 plus den played soccer with gavin.. xinwen was being a bitch as usual..oh well.. after that.. went to build the frame.. den after that bathed in sch. den after tht went to town for dinner.. den after that.. went to see clothes for v nite with kevin. den after that met my sis.. den after that went home.. that whole day. i was not talking to jean. im sorry for avoiding you. i just needed a break. ive been reading yr message for quite some time.. i wont give up. i will carry on. but i wun rush it. i wanna be there for u. (: always alright?
today im going to sch again i think... wanna play battlefield. hehehehe... rocks la. lol.. whos up for more.. kevin? haha.. got soccer later at 2.30.. gonna play.. HAH!
i love you. Posted at 10:13 PM
Sunday, December 18, 2005
i wanna die.
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I WANNA GIVE UP ON YOU ALREADY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I CANT STAND IT ANYMORE..
time and time again.. i just feel like dying for you.
i care for you.
i love you. i really do.
i have nothing more i caan tell you.
i just really do love you..
what more can i say.
is there something wrong with me?
is there something im doing wrongly..
i dunno what to do already..
i so hope we wun be like this anymore.
i love you.
Posted at 11:04 PM
hahaha
lol i just found out today i had some bursary thingy.. but u noe what. i nid to wear school uniform.. and walk up on stage to collect my shit... wth.. so grand on meh.. lol. fucking hell.. oh well.. leaving soon.. haha...
GOOOOOD MORRRNING!
Posted at 11:50 AM
damn hq
hahaha... just got my bdae present frm mrchay and scouts hq.. hahaha.. error in the prize presentations... ACS BR SCOUT TEAM NPC 05. GOT BRONZE!!!! WAH LAO EH... ROCKS LA!! hahaha..bronze!!! WAH LAO EH okok i gtg bathe.. anyway
just got home frm the party.. was damn fun and nice food.. thanks oliver.. hahaha... jean i suppose u are sleeping now.. well good night.. hahaha... im doing all i can to be a better man.. hahaa..
was playing with gavin and mattang.. and was oso drinking alot of soft drinks with chilli.. loser musst eat chilli and drink in one gulp a cup of whatever we make.. haha.. so shitty.. haha..well it was fun.. hahaha... lots to do in the remaining of the hols.. haha..
merry christmas and a happy new year.. and a happy birthday to me..
that sounds to damn fucking sad la.. hahahaha....
and its time to change layout.. melswee where is it! haha..
acs br npc team 05, yasaka yasaka yasaka.
u guys rocks.. and me too of cos.. yes i noe my cooking rocks.. haha
dont mess with the best cos the best dun mess,dun fool with the cool cos the cool dun fool,dun mess and fool, with the best and the cool,if ure up ure up, if ure down ure down,if ure up against barker, u'll be upside down! YYEAHHH!!!! GO TEAM HAHAHAHA.. (:Posted at 12:04 AM
Friday, December 16, 2005
HAHA!
HA! i found the time and date thingy hahaha..wah the whole night was bad la... my back was hurting and buring and hurting hahahaha.... damn damn damn.... eouch... anyway.. its like 10 plus now.. so quiet la my neighbourhood.. too quiet. sths wrong.. raahhs.. tmr got some fuck meeting with jon khong.. dumb fuck. i bet he'll be late.. den i'll go for oliver's party... whole plc shud go.. they better... bloody plc.... not even plc anymore. idiots
i had a dream last night.. heh.. i was beating up some one.. uh oh.. not saying who.. cos i had a clear picture of who it was.. i was laughing when i got up cos my back hurt.. hahaa.. so weird.. lol.. but fun... i was like trashing him and getting wilder... it was in class room.. den suddenly i was packing my bags and stuff...hahaha... cant rmb who the teacher was.... hahaha.. oh well.. how i wish it was real.. HAHA..
YEAH I'VE JUST BEEN JIOed! HAHAHA.. well.. im gonna blog tonight.. if i can.. heh.. will be home at abt 7? hehehe... RAHHSSSsssss..
Posted at 10:33 AM
Thursday, December 15, 2005
ouch
haha... today went to the beach.. woke up at 8.45. in the end leave the hse at like 9.15.. den reach harbour front at 10.30 hahaha.. met mattang and kevin. den went to sentosa... so fun la... so salty.. so hot.. hahhaa... got sun burn on my back.. haha.. tml... free day... not doing anyting but slacking at home.. heh.. saturday got oliver's party.. yeahh.. gonna wear sth suave .ahahhahaa.... saw the train station when i was going home..
rain outside my window pouring down, what now, u're gone,my fault, im sorry;feeling like a fool cos i let you down now its too late to turn it around.im sorry for the tears i've made you cry,i guess this time it really is good bye, you made it clear when you said;i just dont love you no more.craig david- i just don't love you no more.(:silver threads of love, lie deep beneath my rugs,the only way to reveal them, are to open my heart's desire,you, are all i want.. i never knew i had dreams until i met you.you're the sweetest dream i ever had and will have always.i just wanna say i love you, i wanna hold u close to meand spend my life time with you.and i love you, i swear thats true,u can never measure how much i do.10.10.(my blogger dun have clock settings.. raahhss )Posted at 6:02 AM
Wednesday, December 14, 2005
sorry guys for not blogging for a week.
well my internet is up again hahaha... thank goodness.. haha.. this whole week was a bore... didnt do much.. but it was fun being with my friends.. i got my guitar alreadyy!! haha.. semi acoustic.. fibre back.. spruse top.. mahogany neck.. wheee.. hahaha.. thanks mom.. lol.. was suppose to go sentosa.. but some dicckkkies pangseh... rraahhss..
haish.. i shud change my lay out alrr.. haha.. well.. i just wrote a few stuff down.. gonnaa see if it really is true... how i wish.. wishing alot of stuff.. but i guess oni a few can come true... sis went out today. mom went to work... im home... reactivated my internet.. thinking abt how we used to be.. and how we can be... haish.. 2 different things actually.. went dinner ytd... was kinda pissed... sorry keith. yeah xinwen.. bastard.. i will never stop seeing u as one... irritant... played vietnam with mao qing, kev and keith. was damn fun... who's up for round 2!! haha..
arrghh. blogging mood fading awayy hahaha... oliver's party is on the 17, which iss.... saturday if im not wrong... looking forward to next week... you shud noe why honey.. ((: so sad la... arrghh edgy edgy..
YOU! never tag, never blog, never reply, never respond, i guess u never care.. why bother why care why even ask when the reply is.. not even coming.. or it JUST happens that some other thing comes up and expect me to help. well i wanna help, im doing my damn best to help, but why like this.. why shove me. dun tell me ure not.. when u ARE. i dun wan u to be hurt, i dun wan u to be sad.. all the words i've told u.. are they helping? of course.. but what is the thanks i get? just a thank you? well i dun see why i cant get anything else.. im not being a dick.. i just wonder.. wonder wonder... i will never ever stop wondering why im feeling this way...
slept like a baby last night.. raahhss.. hungry.. hunger strike for 2 days, heh. oni water.. for now
edited at 9.30-
if i dun bother to talk to u, we wud be silent among each other.. thats not what i wanted.. thats not how its suppose to be... wake up! why do we have to be like this.. this isnt fun for anyone.. ure having troubles well so am i..
u make me wanna hold u in the middle of the night. how i wish i could speed up time.. or better still forget everything and not even noe it begun.. Posted at 12:11 AM
Wednesday, December 07, 2005
RASH RASH TRASH CRASSH!!!
arrgghhh... i got some damn bad rash la.. arrgghhh... itchy itchy.. raahhs... oh well.. woke up at 8.45? ahha.. was poofed tired la... haish.. anyway.. went to play soccer... brought my clothes for washing.. damn smelly heh.. anyway.. went sch for soccer... didnt play much... duurrhh.. wasted time... didnt like soccer today... rahs... went home with kevin.. got quite a long stroll back home.. thought abt my thoughts.. listened to my mp3.. haha.. mommy bought for me leehh hahaha.. anyway.. thats all.. going to sleep..
my rash is killing me..
-is there any hope for me? Posted at 5:10 AM
Monday, December 05, 2005
NPC 05 over alrr
wah lao eh... npc was damn fun la. haha..
day 1
reached school... started to load up the stuff alr.. haha.. not really tiring la.. haha.. den when i reached there, the place was packed alr.. haha.. so many ppl la.. and muddy.. haha.. loaded the spars den the equipment.. haha.. laid the tapo over alr den went to wait for the competition to start.. everything was alright.. cooking was good.. but there was abit of mud and dirt during the prep.. heh..got the gate way up alr.. den the sec 2s took damn slow to put up the kitchen shed.. so had to cook on a table.. ahah./ anyway. it was raining on the 1st night.. so we had to hang our clothes with the clothes rack and covered it with poncho.. hahaa..
day 2
was a killer la.. ad morning inspection.. and we were graded on our camping standard.. haha..i dun think we did well.. lol..continued campsite development... den had our theory papers... my grp was doing pioneering and first aid.. haaa..we did well for orienteering pract and pioneering haHA.. fu hua got 100 for pioneering i think.. cant rmb alr.. haha.. after that.. went back.. campsite development.. at this time we were really close with gan eng seng.. the dragon scouts.. lol.. nice ppl.. haha.. lent them salt.. lol.. their camp site was damn nice la.. haha. fortress.. zhong hua oso... anyway.. second night.. rain oso... so shitty la.. morning come out shoe and socks all wet alr.. haha..
day3
the best day of the camp.. i was looking forward to it la.. haha.. pioneering.. haha.. was very fun la.. hahah.. built more than we trained for within 4 hrs.. haha... i saved fu hua's tower alone. hehe.. tan wil beng was impressed :P
i think i scored some points for that hehehe.. anyway after that helped siglap with a water barrel.. hahaa.. dragon's tower was huge and damn nice.. cat high was 2 blocks away frm us.. hahhaa... their tower ah.. super sia.. haha.. they got the challenge shield.. oh well they were good..
haha.. day 4..
practical for first aid.. sorry if the schdule all jumbled up ah.. haha... dragon's scout leader caught me telling kevin the answer hehe.. i was with matt, nat, kevin.. we had the senario of a burning hse.. and saved them.. haha.. morons in the A huts moaning that it hurts.. hahaha... the other unconcious guy was like slacking la.. hahahaha.. after that.. camp site development aGAIN i think.. haha.. den we had the open house.. haha.. saw our friends... they bought green tea.. yucks.. no choice had to drink.. had like water the past few days la.. haha.. my mom came as well.. and my sister.. haha.. squeaming abt the mud. haha.. showed them ard.. showed them the tower.. den took some pics.. ahhaha.. day ended fine.. cool night.. very happy cos the next day leaving alrr.. hahaha..
day 5.. tear down alr.. haha... wanted to do it at night but we had not enough manpower.. out dinner on day 4 was graded and didnt wanna eat breakfast cos we had to clear up haha.. 9+ we saw mr fong climbing on the structure.. so damn crazy la that man.. haha.. den help him down den we took over.. they clear the area when we were there.. haha.. in the end we left an hour late.. hahaha.. helped the camp site clear and bring the stuff over to the equip shed.. haha.. bonded with siglap.. haha.. had alot of fun.. left the camp wth no regrets.. haha.. went back to sch had lunch den played ard with water.. splashed dom desmond sam tim and xinwen ahhahaha... all wet.. heh... used the jerry can hehehehe...
last night slept at like 6? hahaha.. before dinner... woke up at 7.. hahaha.. 13 hours.. now im awake.. my sis said im still smelly hehehe.. going to bathe again later.. lost 3 kgs.. (:
jean- i miss you.. haha.. i didnt forget u.. aahaha... if ure troubled.. fine me k? haha.. smiiles ((:
Posted at 4:06 PM
